Wednesday, July 25, 2012

いったいなんだろうね

Unlike the last two previous ones, I'll be nice and write this one in English... half of it.

So here I am.
Kinda pissed.

But that's because of SUNY.
I guess it's my own fault since I didn't expect it. But now it's puts more pressure on me for finding a job. I really need to now... or else I won't be doing much this upcoming year. SUNY screwed me over, charging me an extra $1000+ on a study abroad fee. I understand it's reasonable and all, but my dad wasn't expecting to have to pay as much as it totaled up to... and I didn't expect to have to help him out with it. I don't mind helping out, but the problem right now is that I've been saving up for all my personal expenses while abroad. I was going to have $8000+ saved. Then, $300 goes for half of the plane ticket and then I need to pay my dad $1000+ for the extra fee SUNY pasted on my bill. Okay... so that leaves me with about $6000..... It's still a lot, I know I shouldn't be complaining. I'm just pissed that $1000+ is going to disappear just like that and I'm not even in HK yet.

I'm already planning two things.
There's a Perfume concert in HK November 7th that I MUST attend to, and then my travel to Japan for a week or two and in the meantime going to see 凛として時雨 live again with Nozomi. Japan is going to be expensive....


-sigh-
Actually, now that I've typed that all out I feel a little better. I guess I didn't really realize how much I was overreacting in my own head... gosh 本当にバカだあたし....


で、OBXにいるときセーラームーンを見てばかりです。
家に帰るとセーラームーン。
お父さんが寝るとテレビにパソコンをRBMケーブルで付いてセーラームーンを見ます。
中毒ですね....

だって
愛野美奈子は私のロールモデルです。

おかしいおかしいのはわかっていますが
ロールモデルなんです。
彼女の性格が本当に好きだし同じ性格になりたいです。
明るくて面白くてたよりにできる人で力になる人
だから、またセーラームーンの大ファンになりました。
シリーズの全部をダウロードしていちいち見ています。セーラースターからです。

みなこになりたいなあー
たぶん大ファンだけが知ることだけど...みなちゃんは男出入りなんです。
セーラーV漫画からそういう運命が呪いされました。

サイキックにいた時、ラーク町で、
彼に同じことを言われて、落ち込みました。
"男出入り"

まあ、ロマンスがほしくて、彼氏もいいし
maybe今は恋人を探す時間じゃないかもしれません。

とにかく
がんばります。

だって
みなこのことほどなりたいでしょう?
ww
そうよね




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